~character list~

hey, im sorry i havent talked in a while. ive been busy with alot. before i talk about my vacation, let me add some more characters to my life.
friends:

i have the coolest friends in the world! even though i have so many ( everyone is my friendXD), i will always and forever love my group.

Ashely~ the only person i got back in touch with after my 5 years in ballet. she introduced me to everyone else in this section.

Shelby~ she is one of the coolest people i know and there is no dought in my mind that i will know her for the rest of my life. black foo's fo life^^

verity~ she is my only Korean friend and the best i could ever have. in just these past 2 quarters, i have gotten so close to her that i will never want to live without her in my life. she is the one that gave me the awsum nickname of kawaii-chan^^!!

emily~ just like VT, i have gotten so close to her and all three of us make an awsum asian loving, character drawing bunch! shes the sweetest girl ever. the only problem is that she cant trust boys, cuz she s scared she will get hurt. ive tried to help her commit, but it only gets so far. shes let go of 2 great guys, and i hope this pattern doesent continue, i want her to be happy!^^

sabrina~ she is my friend for life! i love the gurl and what can i say, SHE IS THE SHIZ!

Family:

mom- my mom is a child psychologist and she would completely understand and be fine with it if i told her i was gay. she is hard to deal with at times ( the understands children so i cant get away with anything) but i love her regardless.

dad- my mom and dad got divorced but i see him almost every weekend. they broke up only because my dad wanted to travel and my mom isnt really that type. they still communicate so thats good. there like friends almost. anyway, my dad works with computers, delivers luggage, and works for a journal about electronics. he is soo cool, i luv him lotz!

brother- im pretty sure he knows im gay ( he walked in on me and some material, more than once) and he's dealing with it pretty well. he is my exact opposite in just about everything except for the love of games, music, and fun.

sister- what can i say, she is really annoying but she is still my sister

step dad- he is into the arts, we have conversations, and he uses me as inspiration in most art things he does.^^

others:
these are still friends mostly, just not my main chums^^

shane- he is 2 years younger than me but he is still amazing. i would say i like him, he is one person i can have an actual normal conversation with. he is truely a really sweet guy and he is really cute. i love the way he smiles^^he is in my choir class. i helped get him a girlfriend. hes really bad with girls!!xD but unlike anthony, hes a rly good kid, and i kno he can atleast become a professional model!!xD

anthony- he is 2 years younger than me and really cute. he is more of a trouble maker, but that just adds to the cuteness of him. he has a wonderful body and a really boyish personality. i like him too^^ . i realized that looks dont completely matter. its whats inside that counts. inside, hes as rotten as ever... ive severed contact.

gabe- he is also 2 years younger, he thinks of me as a role model, i luv his eyes. he is in my choir class. he invited me as the only 9th grader to his barmitsfa(spelled wrong?) and thinks of me as kindof a role model. hes a good kid^^

jan ( yon)- he is a potential boyfriend and a pretty cool person. the bi guy in my grade asked him out and he said he wasnt gay, but that could have been because of ( reasons stated below)
(recent): i dont like him that much anymore. he went out with a black girl and his parents made them brake up because they dont like back people...>.> he also really isnt gay. i cant believe it eather, but he went bi for me!!!!!8D, ill explain in later post!!

kinkaid- aka bi guy. he is really creepy. he comes from a strict Cristian background and thats probly a part of it. he is just not likable because, it seems to me, he thinks of himself as worthless so he praises other people too much and takes everything too seriously. sierra ( below) makes fun of him and he encourages it just to be known. im one of the nicest people you'd meet at my school, but he i just sickening. another thing is that because i am a really good singer and im asked to do alot because of it, im trying to upstage him and prove im better. i pretty much am ( not bragging, i hate bragging about myself) but i dont flaunt it. with a gift from god that i have, why would i ever parade it around when it was given to serve.
the way he came out was at a party with the gossip kings and Queens from my school who anyone with common sense would never tell a secret. the next day, everyone knew and it made him kindof happy in a way. he just has it bad and on top of that needs attention. i know i seem harsh but i tell what i observe and i think its just sad. he liked jan... and hes gunna be jealous...

sierra- she is a more than amazing singer ( by far better than me) and has an enormous personality. its kind of much right now, but when we get older, it will be soo much fun to hang with her.

emmi- she is such a cool person and i love her to death. multipal guys wanted her at my school. one still does, even though he knows now that she is a lesbian. she has a girl friend who at first i thought was a bitch but now i think shes pretty cool. that might be because im on her good side... im starting not to like her much. shes kinda.. a bitch. she thinks im stuped or sumpthin. im sick of it....

katcha- her real name is katie but she likes katcha better.^^ i also love her to death and i will probably know her for the rest of my life. shes going out with danny ( youll understant the significance later). dumped him, now with alex!!^^

eric- the straight love of my life. he knows i like him and hes ok with it; its like a boosted friendship^^

alex- if youve read the section devoted to him, you would already know the general. (recent) alex has given up on katcha, he still thinks about her, but its lessened. now danny, one of his best friends, is going out with her. hes fine with it but it happened really fast and now he kinda feels like a loser. news!!! katcha dumped the danny loser, and decided to take a chance on alex!!!!!! its sofar been the best thing for him^^, im soo happy and love them both to death. their such a cute couple!!^^

i will add more later, so just use these as references when i talk about them i the future^^